Turn in your keys

Another failure in my life has been finalized. I turned in the keys to the taekwondo school where I was teaching hopeing to take over when the Grand Master retired. My debt burden was to high for me to take the pay cut required to work there and now I am back in the kitchen and hardly at home. I had realy hoped i would be able to do the taekwondo thing. It would have been nice to work towards building something of my own now I slave away so some distant ceo can afford jet feul and and the credit card racket. The only was to advance in the kitchen is to live in the kitchen. So I and my sweet family pay the price of my sin in assuming on the future. Though this job was an answer to prayers it might not be the end of the line.

Grace and Peace, Mark

Time

My time is mostly spent working. I am a chef and it is pretty much the standard through out the insustry that chefs will work stupid long hours. When I am home I am just to beat to be worth anything. This morning my wife got up and cleaned the kitchen a got lunch going in a crockpot got the kids ready and headed off to church while I stayed in bed. I have no broken limbs or serious illness, I am just beat. I need a vision or I will perish.